Intimidated

  • Today I got my first oil change for my car, I only waited twenty minutes so that was great!
  • Dropped by my second job and found out that the blue shirt they told me to buy needed to be black…As if I hadn’t spent enough money on getting everything I need for these jobs.
  • My second shift at my first new job was really intimidating. My trainer didn’t show up tonight so I was shadowing this guy whose last day is tomorrow. And by the way, he had seven tables when everyone else had three. I don’t feel like his teaching meshed well with my learning style, and that’s not to say he wasn’t good. He was/is a great waiter, made bank, and seems like a really put together kind of person. He’s very fast paced, I hope I can be as good as him. I guess I’m actually just worried that I won’t be anywhere near that good. Also, MICROS is complicated, I could scream it’s so UGH!

I’m worried I can’t juggle everything, having a moment of doubt. I hate when I fall short of the expectations I have for myself. I hate feeling like a disappointment, nothing makes me sadder. Ballads are the best when I feel this way, and I advise everyone multiple shots of ballads for curing sadness. Belt it out guys! Let it all go and don’t be afraid how it sounds, just sing it. Scream it.

  1. abubblyenigma posted this
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