It would be nice to have even half as much faith in myself as I have in my friends.

Maybe, perhaps, someday

For now, I just have to get ahold of myself. I used to care about things. There was a time when I’d go out and do things. There is a right time and place for everything. Luckily for me, I do have an idea of that correct window. Now all that is left to do is wait. Ever so patiently.

If I start drinking now, I can be drunk for an early bedtime…

It can’t hurt always
I wish you would make it stop
Cannot catch my breath

"Unrequited love has long been depicted as noble, an unselfish and stoic willingness to accept suffering."

Wikipedia is deep.  (via andsoitisandforeverwillbe)

It is never safe to assume anything. Ever.

Before I forget

And in that moment, looking in his eyes, she knew she couldn’t hold back any longer. She had to say it, no matter what the consequences. Even if she was right, and it was crazy, she loved him.

Be specific when you make wishes

I just want to carve our initials into trees. I want to look at you and not even think about suppressing feelings I haven’t had in a long time. And God, what I wouldn’t give to have the tiniest hint that you felt the same. Or, if I am right as usual, it would be heaven to have these persistent thoughts just go away. Never to spur me to ruin our friendship again. Would you believe me if I told you that I wanted you to have everything you want? Even if I am in no way involved. Though it’d devastate the wasteland that is my foolish heart, I’d be happy for you. I don’t know how much longer I can encourage you to talk to other girls. I tried to tell you I care. I don’t know how much longer I can live like this. Are you so blind you can’t see what is right there?! We talk every day and every day I try so hard to walk away. But every time I try, you keep drawing me in. Everything I say about you and everything I want makes me feel like I’ve lost it, never to be found. Maybe I am crazy, so what if I am? I know I can’t have you. Maybe someday, when you’re smarter than every other man.

Never gonna quit it

It is the most beautiful projection I have ever experienced. We can talk for hours. I’ve never felt so comfortable talking on skype with anyone, not even my cousin. It feels amazing to have this kind of connection with someone who was a complete stranger just a month ago.

Another one bites the dust

I could live a million years and never forget the things he said. The worst thing in the world is knowing that there is nothing you can do to help someone you care about.

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